Tuesday in Holy Week 2020
My Dear Friends,
I hope and pray that you are managing to stay relatively sane during this most peculiar times, and that you are finding some strength both from the love you are giving and receiving, and from your faith. Knowing we are loved by God, and family and friends is a real blessing in times like this.
It may be that we are dwelling on feeling helpless when it comes to being close to other folk. That we are dwelling on all of the things we are not doing, that we usually do, and wondering if that will have a bearing on what others think, or how they cope.
The truth is that many, many things are beyond our control at the moment, and in many ways we need to try and be sufficient unto ourselves. We are loved because irrespective of what we can or can’t do, we are enough. God loves us, our family love us, our friends love us not because we always do such and such, not because we are funny, or wise, or helpful, but because we are who we are.
You are enough, and that is great. Bless you.
Having said that, it does feel very strange being at home during this Holy Week.
We are usually finding ways to Walk with Christ on a sort of Holy Week Pilgrimage, and focus deeply on our faith, and the great Passion of our Lord.
In many churches they have services every day this week, and they build in to a great crescendo of emotion, with preparation leading up to Maundy Thursday, The Agape Meal, and the washing of the disciples feet, the Last Supper, the Great Commandment to Love one another, and then the stripping of the sanctuary.
Powerful, deep and meaningful stuff.
For years I was in parishes that kept watch from the end of that service right through to the Liturgy of the Day on Good Friday, with some folk staying in church praying, while the rest of us went on procession around the town.
Then the great drama of the Reading of the Passion, and the death of our Lord. All of our emotions in turmoil as we ponder what that means for us and for the world.
It has always been my thought that the more we put in to Holy Week, the more real Easter will become.
But this year, we are having Holy Week stripped bear. We will not gather, I will not wash your feet, we will not witness one another’s tears as we reverence the Cross on Good Friday, we won’t even get together and shout loudly that Christ is Risen!, He is Risen indeed! Alleluia! On Easter Day.
I was very concerned when it began to sink in that we would all be indoors for the whole of this week, and Easter, and worried that it might lose some of its meaning.
But the readings at the Eucharist today include Jesus saying ‘Those who love their life lose it, and those who hate their life in this world will keep it for eternal life’.
What I think Jesus means is that we are likely to lose what we hold most dear. Whether that be things, possessions, status, pride or even rituals that we focus on because they make us feel good.
‘Where your treasure is, there will your heart be also’.
Maybe this year, instead of all of the ritual that is very emotional, but I for one truly love. Maybe instead of thinking ‘I will miss all of that liturgical drama’ we can focus not on ourselves, and what we are missing, but on God.
This year we can worship in Spirit and in Truth. It will be different, but it will also be truly glorious because it is never about us, and always about God.
Bless you,
Stay safe, and walk in the Light of Christ.
As ever,
Fr Marcus